My Witch History
Yes, it's true, i am a full blooded witch, and i guess this is my way of "coming out of the broom closet" so to speak... I guess my fascination with witches started a long time ago, but nothing really got my attention till i watched "The Craft".  I quickly became obsessed with the movie and watched it a million times.  One day, out of curiosity, i looked up Witchcraft of the internet.  There i discovered something, that it was a religion, an neo-pagan earth religion sometimes called Wicca.  Well, i continued to browse through the internet until i knew quite a bit on the subject... you can find everything on the net.  I became completely obsessed, and on July 3 1997, i made my decision to become wiccan, and i have no regrets.
My research on the net started it all, but soon after i pledged myself a witch, i got some good books, and i am still buying them... There are some wonderful books out there that are really interesting, and just fun to read... most tell you everything you need to know about the craft, and they usually throw in some spells, rituals, and what not.  So after a little over two years in my involvement in the craft, i know a lot, but compared to what there is to know, i know nothing.
Soon after i became involved in the craft, i spoke to my friend Staci about how cool and wonderful it was, after a while, she became a witch too... So we began our coven... The Coven of the Silver Bush... ok, i know it's not the most beautiful name, but it is us... we're really just kids, and the name fits us well. Here is a pic of me and Staci in a circle of candles and so this is us... me and Staci and a fire hazard... Our coven must be the most unprofessional coven in the world... by the way we don't dance around naked by candle light... just so you know.  But me and Staci have fun, we laugh, and usually end up messing up just about every spell or ritual we do... but some how they still work (not always though). But we have a great time, and it must be hysterical to watch us, and any expert witch would probably call us psychos... but we enjoy ourselves... and that's all that matters.  We are Coven Sisters, and forever that we'll be.
But like i said, we cast spells together, but i usually do them by myself... some work, some don't, but every thing in life is that way... i guess if you believe it and want something bad enough, nothing will stop it from happening. but... that's just my opinion... but you have to believe for it to work... because i will tell you... some work so good, it's scary... for instance, i did a money spell once... the very next day i ended up with $50... and not to long ago, i did a "do you like me spell"... a spell do see if your crush likes you back... a week later he gave me a page and a half letter telling me exactly how he felt about me... he's now my boyfriend... sure these things could be all a big accident... but i believe i made them happen... and that's all i want to believe.
Doing magick is great... i love it... and i love my religion... because, you kind of make it up as you go a long... i dont know if i should say it that way... but that is one thing that drew me to this religion... there is no hell, there is no one powerful god, there is no set way that things have to be... you can believe whatever the hell you want you... you can be christian and still be a with... Staci is kind of a christen witch... you can believe whatever you want... and it's still a religion, it's a way of life... and it is really wonderful... true maybe i will change my mind about my religion in the further, but right now i would see nothing wrong with living my life with this as my religion... and someday... i want to raise my children as witches
I guess in closing to my little history page.. witchcraft has changed my life for the better... before it i had no hope, i was a suicidal mess that had no confidence, and nothing to believe in.. now... well look at me, i'm happy... for the first time in my life i am happy... i don't know if i owe it all to witchcraft, but things have been better for me, because i am controlling my world now... i can't control everything of course... but if i want something to happen... i know i can make it happen... because i have the power to... I guess i think i'm kind of a "Natural Witch", i have a knack for it... i think Staci is a natural witch too... i think a lot of people are... i can tell sometimes, they have a power in them, and you can feel it... you just know when they have that power.  I believe my new b/f has that power too... i know my ex never had it, i know my friend tammy doesn't have it, i know that my friend Naomi does... you have to be fully awake, that is the best way i can put it, you have to be awake to who you are, and how you feel, and how you want to feel... I have made myself completely happy, i don't even know what else i could ask for, i have everything i have ever wanted... this summer i decided what i wanted... to be loved, to have a cat, and to have a car... i have all three now... and i feel great... and trust me... my mom would not have let me get a cat with out a little magickal help =). I guess that is all i have to tell you about my witchy self... and no... i'm not trying to brain wash anyone into becoming a witch... not at all... i respect all religions, and if it makes you happy, hey more power to you.  This is just what has made me happy in my life, and i know it's not the same for anyone.  I just am very proud of myself, i'm happy, and happiness is what i've always wanted... So i've found my path, Have you found yours?
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