Here i am
again to update the entire world on my life... enjoy
Okay, so BLAH! here i am
again... and i just have one thing to say... no one ever signs my fucking
guest book damnit! it kinda pisses me off... maybe my site just isn't cool
enough to get a lot of signitures on it or something... because like all
the really cool sites have a million signitures... and mine has like 12...
and i think seven of them are just the same poeple signing it over again...
it's not that fun. i want some people i don't know to sign my page... shit,
i'm sorry, all i do is whine and bitch... no wonder no one ever signs my
page.
But anyway, um... Travis, ah
yes... i dunno... i don't really feel like talking about Travis any more...
i know now what i should have done months ago... and i'm starting to carry
out my little plan of, you know, not being so close with him... of course
travis now thinks i'm mad at him and i hate him... and i will admit that
i am a little mad at him... but i don't really want to talk about why...
i just feel very used by him. but i don't want to get into it.
Nate... i love him so much...
he came up this weekend... and i am throughally happy now... i got to see
my baby. God it was nice! we got to like cuddle, and we took a bubble bath
together, and played Monopoly... that sounds kinda funny but we did.. i
love him so much... and every time i see him, i just love him more, and
remember why i fell in love with him in the first place... i love him because
he is my little angel, and i don't think i could love any one as much as
i love him... but i guess that's always subject to change... because shit
like that always happens to me. But right now i love hime more than anyone...
and i guess i probably will for a long time.
You know, i've been relatively
happy lately... i haven't like cried in a really long time... i mean i've
gotten sad and pissed off... but i haven't cried in forever... which is
really strange for me becuase i used to cry all the time... i guess i just
haven't had so many delimas in my life... that probably makes my journal
entries a little boring lately... no major Trama going on.
i'm just really happy lately.
Oh one majorly big thing...
Leah moved away!!! she moved to minneapolis on suday... so i've been two
days without her and miss her so much all ready! but we're going to write
and keep in touch... it will be fun! i love her a lot.. she is a
great girl... it sucks not having her around, but i guess that's just the
way life is... i need to get used to it.
Well
Woo-Ha... there you are another boring day in my life... hope you have
enjoied it.... now go sign my damn guestbook!
