#2
Written February 27, 1999

    Hello again everyone!  I have not written in here in a long. long time.  And again a lot has happened in my life... after reading my last entry i realized i never told you weather or not i made it into Large Group Speech or not... I did, i made it into Group improv. so that was fun... we only made it to districts though. =(  but i really don't care, i'm not disappointed.
 
    My b/f is still the great and wonderful Nate.  I love him so much it's pathetic.  He makes me so happy, and it feels so good to be happy.  True me and him do have our problems, but i don't know we love each other so much... at least i know i love him, and i know he loves me, i just don't know if he loves me as much as i love him.  Because i really really love him.  So needless to say we are still an item... =)  i love him!

    In other news, i have a chance at being a model.  Strange isn't it!  Nate talked me into going to some "Model Search America" thing last month, and he and i got picked to go down to Kansas City to talk with some modelling agencies.  Cool hu?  i really want to like get signed with and agency, that would kick ass... of course all i want is $$$$$ i'm a greedy little bitch!  I just think it would be cool, and good revenge on any guy that ever dumped me!

    Lets see, what else can i tell you about.   I guess i really don't have to much to say.  Oh!  My X... you know, drew.  He was dating some slutty 8th grader... GAG!  he's like going to be 18 next month, and she was like 13... *YUCK!*  but he fucked her a few times and after she cheated on him several times he finally dumped her ass... bitch... She was a big slut!  I think the whole thing was gross... but really funny... he was dating an 8th grader. *icky*

    Other than that, nothing much has happened. I guess i don't know what else to say... life is good right now... very good.  A big change from in the past.  So i'm done now... see you next time!

"Work like you don't need the money,
Love like you've never been hurt,
and dance like no one's watching
Happiness is a Jouney, not a Destination"

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